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August 15

At Journeys End

Here draws he to he, the one towards the other, Powerful his persuasion, Ever does he feel the pull, the thought of him is constant. His days spent yearning for him and his nights filled with desire. His immediate need, he'll move to serve, to live and love, not die. His dying wish but to ride the stream at journey's end, side by side, there he will be. Alex Jarrod Wick Copyright ©2008 Alex Jarrod Wick
August 13

Is their somewhere I'm supposed to be?

who is this boy, this skinny boy. He walks the streets. This boy who soon realizes that walking is good, the best. So he walks, this boy, head-on, on-air, no hands, no helmet. Then runs. Running beats walking. Short-term. Why he decides to walk. Walking can go on forever. And the streets are almost empty. And there's somewhere he's supposed to be. So he walks and watches the buildings and the people he meets. He walks and he sees, studies them, the people, their faces, the upright bodies. He walks faster, says Read, and gets in his hand a newspaper. It is something about the world, something to do while walking. Walking takes you somewhere. So he reads the paper and he walks and he sees and he reads the paper. You're supposed to read the paper. Papers tell you something. So he reads and walks and sees while walking. But walking makes you wander. So he runs, until tired, then walks, fast, listens to music, puts earphones on, sings. Singing makes you listen to music. But. There’s still this place. This place in the paper. There's a man in there, in that place. And the man pays the boy, to walk the streets. Pavements. Johans. So he walks and makes money and listens to music, and watches the people, the buildings, the countryside; and realizes he enjoys nature, the trees, the open air, mountains, where he slows down. Stops. But. There is somewhere he's supposed to be. So he walks and sees and reads and makes money and walks the streets all-over again. But the streets are untidy now, there’s junk on the streets and he doesn't get paid for walking no more. So he lives off of junk and he sings and he reads in the paper ‘bout someone somewhere. And he walks and he sees this woman willing to pay him for performing a piece of work. So. He lives off of junk, he puts junk together and gets paid by that woman to execute a piece of work. That is some woman - and some junk. So he puts it together and suddenly understands that he has to stop. Wait. Because it's hard to walk and put junk together, and it is some woman and some junk and he smiles while he puts it together. Randomly. For the same reason nature brings up flowers, to kill time, to show off, to show the possibilities of chance. So he stops. For the day. That day. But. Killing time is an insult. And there is tomorrow. There is always tomorrow. And there's somewhere he's supposed to be. So he gets up and he walks. He walks and he bears and he walks. Walking takes you somewhere. There's somewhere he's supposed to be.
July 19

dis connected directions

 

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I never thought that I would end up where I am today. I always thought that I had an answer for everything that took place in my life and even if I didn't, I made sure to at least pretend that I did. And you know where that got me? Back in the same place again. Even if I learned from the past, I really never did, I allowed the same things to happen, regardless if I feel like I am separate from the actors, except I am not. I allow them to keep a form of security, keeping them employed and constantly giving into the attempts they make and go right along with the bait and hook, and now I am where I am.
October 08

Because


Because

Because of you I feel alive
Having your body close to mine
My Aching soul, wounded in time
Yet your love for me , Remain so strong
Quicky healed and continue on
Another night, within your arms
Safety I find, Holding you tight
Your burning desire for my success
And you say, only the best yet to come
Sometimes self absorbed, I lack to see
Yourself, own life demanding
So now I return, well overdue
A chance to feel, My body, My love
My Strength to help you through
To feel alive, Because of me.
Alex Jarrod Wick

Copyright ©2007  Alex  Jarrod Wick
June 21

Shut Your Mouth

Shut Your Mouth How can you even say My life I live the wrong way I dance to the beat i choose I need not explain or give reason When I will never see you again So go ahead and stare Play Judge, Jury and pass sentence down My only weakness, I will never share Shut Your Mouth, I'll shut mine Why does someone so young Live life like this, Let me have it my way Cause the look I have Can turn a Good boy Bad I haven't had a dream in so long Just give me what I want Before the good is gone And a good boy, turns bad
March 07

Eclipse

Sitting here with the most wonderful Tracy, we have had yet another day of beautiful bonding and have enjoyed the chance to relax and unwind using this energy I cast this spell.


"For any and all who may find this gift, it is my will that they feel their
spirits lift. Blessings of luck and good fortune I send, Only positive
things will this spell rend"
February 23

Error

Error

Never found simple and without error
Lifetimes spent far I stray
Destiny unfulfilled I deny the light
Father time waits no more
My reaction disconnection
Unable to see through ego and pride
Simple affection No comprehension
A void in need for human touch
Tired and bitter emotionless I grow
No remorse I feel deserved
My search for understanding never found
Intentions I have not what they seem
My life I live in chaos and misunderstood
Sleep interrupted Night terrors I have
By fear I error I walk further from the path
The light flickers then forever out
Loosing my way In dark I remain

Alex Jarrod Wick

Copyright ©2007 Alex Jarrod Wick

February 12

Presidents Day

Living in DC, now almost 10 years, I have never had both of my parents come and visit me until now. My Dad was here last year for a few days to visit, but the both of them together, it took ten years, and I had to make it a birthday gift for my Dad, which I paid for flight, hotel and rental car. Now, whats wrong with the picture here? Oh, well. It was nice having them for the weekend.
February 09

BookMarks

Well it has been a long time since I have made it back to my blog and so much has happend, but I have been busy and also trying to figure out how I was going to share all the websites that I find, This is what I came up with. Lets see if it works....
 
 
December 30

His Dark Materials

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/His_Dark_Materials

Sitting back in DC after my return from Ohio, I could't find the energy to go out on a Saturday night,
Instead, I filled my head with yet more random, knowledge. I hope by tomorrow I find the energy to
leave the house and not watch the ball drop on tv, again.
 

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